I lost my baby girl a 5 months ago today , she would be celebrating her first month here outside of her moms belly. It has been a ruff journey and the pain can be unbearable at times but I keep faith.  A hurt that makes even the worst of situations feel insignificant.
My baby girl was just a couple months when she was born and I held her for a couple mins which felt like a lifetime for me.  In that moment I could see her living and loving life passionately A memory that I shall cherish forever. She was breathing which made it so overwhelmingly hard to bare. But I guess in the United States the baby has to be 24 weeks or older for them to resuscitate a premature baby. Her chest slowly stopped moving one breath at a time before it moved no longer. Tears form as I write this but it feels good.  My MEYA will live In my spirit forever and she was a wake up call for me to live a righteous life. My life goal is to be able to see her again one day and hold her. A guy can dream right? Daddy loves you angel. Hold it down untill I get there heaven needed a Hero and he chose you,  Will see you again…

Me and my daughter taking out first picture together 😒. Definitely teared up when I realized that….

I lost my baby girl a 5 months ago today , she would be celebrating her first month here outside of her moms belly. It has been a ruff journey and the pain can be unbearable at times but I keep faith. A hurt that makes even the worst of situations feel insignificant.
My baby girl was just a couple months when she was born and I held her for a couple mins which felt like a lifetime for me. In that moment I could see her living and loving life passionately A memory that I shall cherish forever. She was breathing which made it so overwhelmingly hard to bare. But I guess in the United States the baby has to be 24 weeks or older for them to resuscitate a premature baby. Her chest slowly stopped moving one breath at a time before it moved no longer. Tears form as I write this but it feels good. My MEYA will live In my spirit forever and she was a wake up call for me to live a righteous life. My life goal is to be able to see her again one day and hold her. A guy can dream right? Daddy loves you angel. Hold it down untill I get there heaven needed a Hero and he chose you, Will see you again…

Me and my daughter taking out first picture together 😒. Definitely teared up when I realized that….

My friend took photos of me today .. I was so nervous . I can’t believe they came out the way they did.

My friend took photos of me today .. I was so nervous . I can’t believe they came out the way they did.

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Here’s some python future customs I just got in from @bigacustoms The craftsmanship is top notch!! Really appreciate it! Now to send them off to @dejesuscustoms to make them a blackout. 
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Here’s some python future customs I just got in from @bigacustoms The craftsmanship is top notch!! Really appreciate it! Now to send them off to @dejesuscustoms to make them a blackout.
#ftk #followthekicks #jordans #jordan #teamkickasso #sneakerheads #sneakerporn #heatonfeet #igsneakers #igsneakerheads #hotkicks #jodirockstar #sneakernews #kotd #solesociety #heat #kicks #sneakers #jumpman23 #kickstagram #flight23nyc #sneakerholics #wdywt #igsneakercommunity #customs #easethecrave #sneakerhead #heartbeatsneaks #retros